Your Mid-Summer Review

 

Late July.  The season is in full swing, and you’ve adjusted to its rhythms.   Your days are long, and within them you find opportunities to appreciate the feel of sun on skin, the taste of fresh peaches, the swish of soft cotton around your legs.

Whether you’re on vacation or not, summer brings with it a change in mindset.  The relentless drive to do do do relaxes a bit, and you likely find yourself more spacious, more willing to give yourself an out, more interested in activities without an agenda.  All those years of school holidays are hard to unlearn!  

This is a great opportunity to explore your inner landscape from a different vantage point.  With the summertime mindset, take a few moments to sit down with a pen and consider these queries.

(extra points for writing your responses while lying in a hammock!)  

My midsummer review

 •    What do I value most right now?  What’s most important to me these days?

 •    How can I have more of those things I value most?  What actions can I take to bring in more of these things today, this week, in the next 10 minutes?

 •    What’s on my Stop Doing list?

 •    How am I celebrating the deliciousness of summer?

 •    What am I appreciating about myself right now?

 •    How am I in my own way?

 •    Who or what inspires me?

 •    If my life were a novel, this chapter would be called:
 

Please share your responses in the comments below.  And feel free to take these questions to the beach, to your next BBQ, or to your next daydreaming session.

Happy summer to you!

Choose Joy : CJ Ananda Page of Present Moment Retreat Center

CJ Ananda Page is delighted that those who come and stay at Present Moment Retreat Center in Troncones, Mexico experience a simple yet profound type of magic, again and again. 

The magic shows up within the experience of simply “being”; it’s what happens when we quiet our minds enough to touch into the essence of who we are.  It might be revealed while walking the beach or having a meal.  And while it’s quite ordinary, this taste is precious and sustaining.  It’s a gift the visitors take with them when they go back home.

As co-founder and director of Present Moment, CJ embodies the intention of the Center – to awaken the power of the human spirit.  She took some time recently to talk with us about the ins and outs of retreat.  Please make yourself a cup of tea and find a quiet spot in your day to watch this interview.  It may help you find your way to Troncones sometime in the future.  

Learn more about Present Moment Retreat Center here.

The Power of the Circle by Amy Kessel

We’ve been doing it for thousands of years.

It’s what we do innately, as women: we circle. We hunker down, we share space, we offer an ear. We come together to listen and to be heard. In this age of busy, circling becomes a sacred act – and, for some of us, a lifeline back to ourselves.

Women’s circles take many forms, but serve one purpose.  

The circle is an energetic container and the women within are nourished, held and enlivened by it.

Some circles are bound by a common thread; there may be a theme or a central commitment shared by the members. 

Perhaps they’re reading a book or studying something together, and discussing what they discover through the learning. 

Or maybe the group wants to meditate together, to deepen their individual experiences and to create community around them. 

Circles form to grapple with grief, to build solidarity, to travel through life’s more precarious chapters with support and guidance. 

Circles can also be joyous, experimental and fun.

I’ve made circles an essential part of my life. There’s the women’s group that meets monthly in my backyard or my friend’s cottage to share secrets, question doubts and celebrate milestones. The mastermind sisters who offer feedback and committed support for my business as well as my larger purpose. And I facilitate a leadership circle whose women span the time zones, and where we hold space for audacious dreaming and playing bigger.

My time in circle strengthens my spirit and deepens my commitment to the life I’m creating.
I show up on my darkest days and my bright shiny ones, bringing what’s true for me at the given moment.

The circle always gives me what I need, even if I don’t know what I’m asking for. It’s a whole lot wiser than I am, and I can relax into that, knowing that it will provide the clues that lead to the insights that catalyze the action I will eventually take, when I’m ready. 

For me, being in circle is the beginning, the end, and all that’s in between.

What about you? Do you have a circle, or several, in your life? Have you created space where you can show up with whatever is happening, and see how exposing it to the light of day transforms it?  Please share in the comments!











 
Amy Kessel is a certified coach and devoted supporter of women.  A former Hestia Retreat Circle Member, she continues to contribute to the evolution of Hestia through blogging and special events.  Find her online at www.amykessel.com.

Feeding Your Hungers – What Would It Be Like To Be A Well-Fed Woman?

It’s ironic that in the land of plenty so many of us are starving.

As women we know how to nurture.  So we nurture.  We take care of our families, we take care of our homes, we take care of our communities, we take care of our relationships, we take care of the world around us. 

Where we fall short: taking care of our own hungers.  Feeding ourselves in the way we most desire to be fed.  And as a result, even here in the developed world we’re a society of malnourished women who either don’t realize we’re starving, or are actively starving ourselves because we don’t believe our hungers to be worthy of feeding.

Deprivation of this type is as uncomfortable as physical hunger.  There are many flavors of hunger : hunger for intimacy, or beauty, or touch.  Hunger for truth, or connection, or rest.  Freedom.  Solitude.  Creativity.

Denying them seems not only harsh, but illogical.  And yet we routinely deny ourselves the simple pleasure of feeding these essential hungers.  Women, in particular, pretend the hungers away and push on with their lives as if this is what we must do to survive.

I know.  It’s a hard truth to hold. 

What are you hungry for?

Rachel Cole, a life coach and retreat facilitator in the San Francisco Bay Area, has created an entire body of work around asking women, What are you truly hungry for?  It’s a to-the-heart, stop-you-in-your tracks kind of question.  It packs a powerful punch.

Why don’t you take a moment, close your eyes and ask yourself the question.  Go on, we’ll wait. 

What did you come up with?

Chances are you were able to name a few things – maybe you’re hungry for touch, or hungry for accomplishment, or hungry for nature, or hungry for intimacy.  Then you may have gone immediately into the But’s … but I don’t have time, but I can’t afford it, but there’s no one in my romantic life, but I don’t have a job.  And once you start down that road you quickly lose enthusiasm for your hunger, burying it under a heavy pile of obstacles, both real and imagined.

So you sigh and deny the hunger.

And you press on as if it doesn’t exist.

This sets you up for the starvation mentioned above.  Whether you acknowledge it or not, your hunger exists.  It’s patient, and unobtrusive, and doesn’t much care how it gets fed.  It lives quietly, waiting for a spotlight to be shined upon it.  But your ignoring the hunger translates into a kind of survival normally reserved for people who are in extreme situations.  And you’re not starving; you’re merely inexperienced in feeding your hungers.  What would it be like to be well-fed?  And what would it be like to live in a society of well-fed women?

Let’s join the revolution that Rachel has begun. 

To get you started, here are some tips on feeding your hungers:

Adopt an attitude of curiosity and self-kindness.  
Go looking for what’s lurking beneath the surface, excited about finding it.  Rather than assuming you know what you’re seeking because of the circumstances you’re currently living, be open to discovering your hungers as if you’re meeting them for the first time.  Because, in fact, you are.  Your hungers aren’t fixed.

Acknowledge what you’re hungry for, without needing to do anything about feeding yourself.  
This step is crucial.  Name your hungers, and simply allow them to be present.  List them on paper, say them out loud, make them real.  Stay with the simple acknowledgment that they exist, even when you feel the stirrings of But … or the thoughts that begin with I can’t…

Brainstorm possibilities.  
How might I go about feeding this hunger?  What would satiation feel like?  Who or what is available to help me?  What do I already know about this, that I may have forgotten I know? 

Start with a teeny tiny step.  
It may seem overwhelming, taking on the feeding of a yawning need you’ve just identified.  Don’t let this paralyze you.  Instead, come up with an action you could take toward feeding the hunger, and make it half as large.  Then make it even smaller.  Find the smallest act you can commit to today, and do it.  Then find another one tomorrow.  Feed yourself in tiny increments, noticing what’s happening along the way.

Change your mindset.
Adopt a practice of regularly asking Rachel’s wonderful question, and be diligent about paying attention to the hungers that show themselves.  Feed them.  Commit to living a well-fed life, rather than a life of deprivation.

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This blog post was written by Amy Kessel, who has been profoundly moved by attending several Well-Fed Woman workshops with Rachel Cole.  To learn more about Rachel and her work, please visit her website.



    

Retreating – Guest Post by Karen Ely of A Woman’s Way

I have learned that if one advances confidently 
in the direction 
of his dreams, and endeavors to live 
the life he has imagined, 
he will meet with 
a success unexpected in common hours.  


~ Henry David Thoreau

    

Retreating is fundamental to a healthy, vibrant life.  It is only by taking the time to step back from your day-in and day-out busyness—in a safe, quiet, nourishing space—that you can hear the whispers of your own voice.  And only by hearing that voice can you find the clarity needed to take the journey back to yourself. 

Retreats are truly a calling.  But it takes time (and quiet) to hear the call.  You think, “I’m overwhelmed, confused, sad and anxious and I need to get away but right now I have no money or time (which, of course is why I am so overwhelmed) so I’ll do it later.”  You feel a bit better for a while and think, “Wow, I’m really doing okay.  What was I thinking?”  And then the anxiety builds again, “I’m overwhelmed and confused . . . “

And then one day you know what you have to do and you do it.  You turn on the computer, pick up the phone and make plans to take yourself on retreat.  Because it is your calling and you now realize that it is your path to a more peaceful, vibrant life. 

There are many ways to retreat and each offers its own rewards.  Some are facilitated, some are planned by you; some are for the weekend, some for a week, a month or more; some are silent and some are movement oriented, some are free, some can be costly.  But they all have their place.  The important thing is that you begin to find ways to retreat at least once each year.  They offer life-changing opportunities.

The following is taken from my first memoir, Daring to Dream:  Reflections on the Year I Found Myself.  I had just left my 32-year marriage and was retreating in the guest room of a friend’s home.  

“The early summer mornings are my favorite part of living in the Colorado Mountains. The spectacular light shining through the leaves, the tall grasses and wildflowers shifting side-to-side in the soft breeze. And the smell. How can I describe the smell? So fresh, so earthy, with soft wafts of pine-scents and the incredible deep blue sky framed behind the regal pines. And a horizon stretching to the end of my dreams. A couple of noisy jays, an occasional jet overhead and afternoon thunderboomers are all that break the tranquility. Otherwise, there is only quiet.

Standing behind the house, in tall grass wet with the morning dew, I’m practicing T’ai Chi when, looking up, I’m startled to see two bull elk eyeing me warily. I am still, hoping not to startle them and wanting to etch this special moment forever in my memory. I so love the beauty of this place.

Reading, writing and the quiet of this sanctuary are slowly giving me back to me, one step at a time.  I feel a sense of destiny, even though I don’t know, or really care where it takes me. I am keenly aware that the journey is becoming my destination, and I surprise myself with that thought.”

I spent a year in that home.  It was a painful transition, full of love and sadness and confusion, but I am deeply grateful that I took this road less traveled . . . because it changed everything. 

Retreating can take many forms, each offering their own rewards.  The following are some options to think about:   

• Personal retreats:  Like my experience described above, a personal retreat away from everything—whether for a weekend, a week or several weeks—offers the opportunity to get enough distance from your life to find some clarity and direction.  You can either do these alone, or organize a retreat with a friend or several friends.  I think it’s vital, however, to have a plan so you don’t waste an experience this precious. 
  
  There are many books that will help you plan and execute a retreat:  A Retreat of My Own written by me is a small book, perfect for sticking in your purse to take to the beach for an afternoon, or for a long weekend in a cabin, or several weeks at a retreat center or monastery.  You can do your retreat in stages (3 hours each week for several weeks) or all at one time.  It provides information on preparation, insightful exercises, and how to move forward after you complete your retreat.  Jennifer Louden’s The Woman’s Retreat Book is a fabulous resource by an amazing woman with much to share.    


• Facilitated Retreats:  Facilitated retreats offer you the chance to truly step away from your life—with everything planned for you.  In the hands of an experienced facilitator, in the company of other like-minded women, they offer an intense opportunity for self-change.  Obviously, I offer these and they are also offered by many experienced facilitators.  They are offered for a day, a weekend, a week or longer.  


• Hybrid Retreats:  These can offer a combination of a facilitated retreat (maybe for a weekend) with an add-on of a several day personal retreat, which can offer the perfect combination of an intense facilitated experience with time for personal reflection.

Do some research and see which one of these might work for you.  But begin making plans now to retreat sometime in the coming year.  You won’t be sorry.

Warmest wishes for creating retreat time for yourself,
Karen

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Karen Ely is the founder and director of A Woman’s Way, a women’s spiritual retreat program.  A Woman’s Way was created in 2003 to provide the space, support, tools and guidance necessary for women to create lives of meaning and futures steeped in passion and joy.  Karen’s retreats and programs have been led by some of the finest facilitators in the country and have been attended by women from around the world.
    

5 Self-Healing Tips From Ayurveda

Once Hestia Retreat has a permanent home on Vashon Island, programs and retreats from a wide variety of healing modalities will be available to all those who visit the Retreat Center. Ayurveda, the 5,000 year old system of natural healing that has its roots in India, is one such modality.

Luckily for Vashon, Ronly Blau is an Islander who is a seasoned Certified Ayurvedic Practitioner offering 1:1 consultations, yoga instruction and ayurvedic bodywork.  Her style is friendly and informal, yet she has an enormous amount of knowledge that she shares freely.  Her clients appreciate her guidance and her “remarkable ability to make Ayurveda accessible without being preachy”.

We’re so grateful to Ronly for these tips on how to benefit from the wisdom of Ayurveda at home.  Read on to learn more about the simple power of self-healing.

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5 Self-Healing Tips From Ayurveda

Ayurveda is an ancient nature-based healing modality originating from India. The word “ayurveda” literally means life truth. I take this to heart. At its deepest core, it is a profound method for healing so that we can live in our truth. These simple 5 daily healing rituals from ayurveda, are not more things to add to our “to do” lists. Rather, they offer us a different, more balanced way of doing the things we already do.

My suggestion is to read them over, see which one or ones resonate with you the most and try integrating them into your life one at a time. In this way, it is not overwhelming. You are able to see for yourself the impact of changing just one daily ritual. Once you experience some positive results, you will be motivated to add another. This is how Ayurveda works best, one step at a time, transforming your life through awareness and wisdom.

1) Warm lemon water in the morning:

Instead of reaching for that caffeine first thing in the morning, try a warm cup of water with a squeeze of lemon to rehydrate and awaken the senses and digestion. (Coffee is a topic all in itself, but suffice it to say, if you drink caffeine, it is better to have it with or at the end of your meal because of its acidic quality and negative effects on the gastrointestinal tract.) The protective stomach lining needs water to maintain its integrity and if there is not enough, the body will not make the appropriate amount of digestive acids, anticipating that the body is not properly protected. The warm water also serves to stimulate peristalsis and morning evacuation. The lemon acts as a cleaner on the digestive tract loosening up toxins and undigested food matter(ama). In addition the sour taste increases salivary secretions, stimulates appetite and enhances secretion of digestive enzymes. Try it. It feels clean!

2) Abhyanga (self oil massage):

You probably already use some type of lotion/moisturizer after you bathe. However, when you replace this habit with a high quality oil, you not only keep the skin supple and moist, but coat the nerves that lie just below the skins surface. Nerve cells need good fat to stay healthy and this ritual will help stabilize and calm the nervous system.  In addition, you avoid the many added chemicals, stabilizers, fragrances in most lotions that block the channels of the body. Purchase a high quality oil that you prefer such as: sesame, almond, sunflower, or coconut. Feel free to add your favorite pure essential oils so it smells exquisite. Before your shower or bath, coat the whole body with the oil, using long strokes over muscles and circular motions around joints. When looking down at your body, make clockwise circles around your belly and chest. In addition,you can add a light coat of oil after the shower before you dress. It is a great way to nurture self-love.

3) Eat your biggest meal at lunchtime:

Ayurveda recognizes that we are intimately intertwined with Nature and therefore subject to the influences of circadian rhythms that effect all of life on earth. Just as the sun is strongest midday, so is our own internal sun-digestion. Our strongest digestive capacity is midday and therefore we can handle more of our nutrition needs between the hours of 10am and  2pm. In addition, eating a satisfying and nourishing lunch will give us energy that lasts throughout the afternoon without needing that sugar or caffeine pick-me-up. We will also be less hungry for dinner, making it easier to eat a lighter supper, (think of “supper” coming from the word, supplemental) enabling us to go to bed without overburdening the digestive tract. This simple change can often have big results, including helping us shed any excess weight.

4) Go to bed early:

According to Ayurveda we have natural rhythms associated with the elements. From 6pm-10pm the earth and water elements (kapha) accumulate in the body giving us the feeling of being grounded, heavy and stable. These qualities are conducive to sleep and therefore if we can get to bed by 10pm we can ride that peak accumulation of kapha into a nice restful sleep. However, if we stay up past this time, the pitta or fire principle kicks in giving us that “second wind” revving up the mind and body, making it more difficult to get to sleep. In addition, the liver has been shown to be more active in its detoxification role between 10pm and 2am. If you are still up it cannot work as efficiently. It needs to be freed up to do its job well. If you are a night owl, move gradually towards this bed time. As you know, a good nights sleep changes everything.

5) A daily mindful task:

I like saving the best for last and this is definitely my current favorite!  For most of us, it is hard to find the time, space and quiet to take on a daily meditation practice. This, however, is a practice that needs no extra time, special alter, or TV sitter for the kids. In this practice you choose one task that you do everyday and you just do that task. I know, sounds too simple doesn’t it? But it really is that simple. It means not planning, worrying about the future, spacing out in fantasy or listening to NPR, while you hurry through the task. I chose a particularly stressful time in my day, the morning hustle of getting kids off to school which entails: making breakfast, kids’ lunches, chicken/dog care, and the occasional morning melt down, all in a 40 minute window. In the beginning, I recommend choosing something simple such as feeding the dog, putting away the clean dishes, folding laundry or walking to get the mail.

What I remind myself is, awareness is always here. It is not difficult to notice what you are doing while you are doing it...the feel of the knife moving through apples, the smell of eggs in the frying pan, the cold air on my face as I let the dog out. It is just a practice of noticing with interest. What IS difficult is remembering to do this. However, what I have found is that by keeping this mindful practice to one consistent task, it is reseeding itself. Another words, I have become conditioned to being mindful through this morning ritual. There have been times when I forgot and started making sandwiches in a frenzy and then upon noticing, immediately dropped into awareness. The mindfulness has even blurred over into other times I am preparing food as a new habit. But what really keeps me motivated in this practice is that I am much more centered and present with my kids through the busy morning, which actually no longer seems chaotic to me. wow!

Learn more about Ronly and Ayurveda at www.meadowheartayurveda.com.

How to Honor the Mother Within for All Women with Anne Pillsbury

Mother’s Day.  The absurdity of taking one day per year to appreciate the notion of motherhood notwithstanding, it’s an opportunity to consider the impact of mothering in your world and in the world in general. 

At Hestia we hold a special reverence for moms that’s not reserved for those who have children.  We see every woman as part of the legion of caregivers, nurturers, peace-spreaders, inspirers, teachers, examples, stewards and lovers of humanity that enables our species to thrive and our planet to survive.  We’re here to celebrate you for what you do, and to remind you that we have your back.

In honor of the traditional Mother’s Day holiday celebrated here in the United States, we asked an incredible woman who happens to be the mother of four to answer a few questions about mothering.  Anne Pillsbury is in awe of moms to the extent that she created a business solely to serve them.  She’s a coach, speaker and facilitator who knows a thing or two about navigating overwhelm and practicing resilience in service to pursuing your dreams, and helps other moms do the same.

Thank you, Anne, for the work you do!

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Anne, what does being a mother mean to you?

I come from a legacy of powerful mothers who dedicated themselves to raising their families and creating, beautiful, loving homes for gathering family together.  I always admired them and the only thing I was sure of growing up was that I wanted to be a mom.  I have been incredibly blessed.  Like my mother and my grandmothers, I have four beautiful, healthy, children, but my life looks very different then the women who came before me. My greatest wish for my children is that they are strong and confident.  What I didn’t understand is that your children can’t have what you don’t and confidence was always a challenge for me. 

I had so many messages of who I was “supposed” to be and a straitjacket of perfectionism that kept me from exploring options.  My journey in motherhood has been about letting go of all that I “expected” life to look like, and re-inventing it according to my values.  Courage.  Compassion.  Connection.  This is what I want for my children.  Each day I wake up and ask myself “How I can I model these values for my children?”  It is this question that inspires me to dare tp dream, to push my boundaries, to create a life fueled by my desires.  Life has gotten pretty exciting around here!

What does "mothering ourselves" look like?

Mothers are infinitely loving, compassionate and supportive to everyone but themselves.  It breaks my heart again and again when I see moms questioning themselves, beating themselves up, criticizing their looks or their mothering.  It is a particularly sensitive area for me because I struggle with this mightily.  My inner-critic has been a brutal partner for most of my life.    What I learned, however, is that the warm, kind mother I am is not reserved only for my children. I can access her as well.

How do you access your “inner-mother”?

It begins with simply being aware that she is available to you and then calling her in when needed.  Awhile back I was on a retreat doing some spontaneous dancing and I kept finding myself rocking back and forth, hugging myself.  I realized I wanted comfort.  My inner mother was nurturing me like I had nurtured all my babies, and she knew exactly what I needed at that moment.  This was a profound realization for me and now that we’ve been introduced, I call upon her.  Sometimes I catch myself driving myself so hard that all of a sudden in the middle of Target I am tearing up for no apparent reason.  I will pause and ask myself.  “What’s going on?”  I hear an inner voice compassionately saying, “Oh Honey, you are running too hard, you are depleted.  Get out for a walk, take a nap whatever it takes, but STOP running.”  I’ve learned to listen.

Where can we look for guidance on honoring the mother within?

Our mother within is dying to tell us how she’d like to be honored, but we need to give her a moment to speak.  Take five minutes today to ask her.  I know your life is full and things are crazy.  When are you going to get 5 minutes?  You won’t. Take them.  My best alone time happens to be in the car.  Before you dash into the grocery, or when you get home from work, turn off the engine and sit quietly.  Take five slow deep breaths.  Feel into your body, let tensions and thoughts go and ask, “How can I best honor myself today?”  Capture whatever immediately comes to the top of your head uncensored.


Anne Pillsbury is a change catalyst for moms who are ready for their next chapter, even if they don't know exactly what that looks like. A mother of four, Anne launched her career as a coach and marketing communications specialist after thirteen years of being a full-time mom. Come visit her online home annepillsburycoaching.com and get her Emergency Resilience Cheat sheet -7 tips to help you keep your momentum when life has gone sideways.